I'm beginning to wonder...

...what exactly is happening to me?

Different = Same

"Everything in life is connected somehow. You may have to dig deep to find it but its there. Everything is the same even though its different. Somehow everything connects back with your life. The faces in certain places may be different, but the situation is the same. Irony is a hidden factor that creeps around us in life, letting its presence felt only after it has left. Picture back to a year ago and the situation you were in. Look at how things are different yet somehow everything it still in someway cognate. Everything connects together to form the balance of life, to maintain structure. Change is and always will be inevitable, but everything is relative, and all the moments and times in your life will come back around again, you just might find yourself on the other side of the coin. Things are always changing, as fast as everything stays the same.” - Unknown

11 hours to go...

July 16th is nearing... 

It has been quite an emotional day for me. I've distracted myself watching SATC, and of course, just about every episode I've watched has had to something to do with Aiden-Carrie or Mr. Big-Carrie.

As I packed my things this morning, wiping the tears and snot from my face, I realized how my life has somehow come full circle. In a few days, I'll be headed back home. Not home as in a house, but home as in what is familiar to me.

This the right thing to do. And I'm hopeful that when I break the news to that certain someone, he will understand why I'm doing it. I can't be here without him. This was our place. 

Perhaps in time, and with a little bit of faith, my new place, will be our place.