I am selfish, impulsive and insecure. I am reserved, reclusive and at times apathetic. I make mistakes and oftentimes can be hard to handle. Those of you who have experienced me at my worst, are truly deserving of my best.
Sunday, January 18, 2015
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
MAC
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Recently, on The Young and the Rest of Us...
Why do they always try to be washing out the black folk on Y&R. All I can make out during this scene are the white of Sofia's eyes, her teef and that gawd awful lipstick. Harpo is drowning in that black peacoat, you can't even see his face!
Have you ever noticed that in the Winters original "apartment" (Cause God forbid Neil Winters and other black folk on the show have a mansion or ranch) the walls and most of the furniture were same color as the actors skin tone!?!? Victoria Rowell used to complain about that all the time. She would say something like, isn't it wonderful how "we" just blend into the walls and decor!?!
Anyways, here is a delicious clip from the always creative and imaginative Matthew, The Power Gay!
Sunday, January 30, 2011
All my life I've been good, but now...
I'm thinking, WHAT THE HELL!
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Saturday, January 29, 2011
What The Fuck?!: Enthiran
Just sit back and watch the ridiculousness that is Enthiran. Part Terminator. Part Matrix. TOTALLY RIDIC!
Friday, January 28, 2011
#PARTYSHEEN
In honor of Charlie Sheen, I wanna throw a PARTYSHEEN. 48 hours of drugs, booze, gay porn and Steel Magnolias!
Who's coming over?!? Bring some lubez... Gun Oil preferred. Some extra crackpipes won't hurt. Y'all know how sum bitchez be break'em when they TWEAK OUT!
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Location:31st St,Union City,United States
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
#snowprahwinfrey
It's not Snowmaggedon & Snowpocalypse. It's #Snowprahwinfrey U get a blizzard! & U get a blizzard! & U get a blizzard! #snowprahwinfrey
Today
You are unstoppable! You can be slowed. You may be detoured. You may even make pit stops along the way. But you will get there!!
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011
L' Minaj
Reinforcing the hip-hop patriarchy or setting new ground? Take a cup Betty Paige, two tablespoons of Little Kim, a sifting of Grace Jones and you get Onika Tanya Maraj. Commonly known as Nicki Minaj, she is slowly becoming one of the most intriguing figures in pop culture today.
Link: Nicki Minaj: Beneath The Bravado
Link: Nicki Minaj: Beneath The Bravado
Monday, January 24, 2011
FaceBook Status Update: Hiatus
I have had a love hate relationship with Facebook for well over year. While I am not
loathing it at the moment, I have been systematically removing content and privatizing my profile for quite sometime now. Today, I've deactivated my account. I wanna focus my efforts on my blog, and maybe give podcasting a try. Most importantly, I wanna make a conscious effort to actually spend time with friends, as opposed to sharing moments via wall comments and status updates. I'll be taking some time off from work soon and my hopes are to reconnect with some dearly missed friends.
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loathing it at the moment, I have been systematically removing content and privatizing my profile for quite sometime now. Today, I've deactivated my account. I wanna focus my efforts on my blog, and maybe give podcasting a try. Most importantly, I wanna make a conscious effort to actually spend time with friends, as opposed to sharing moments via wall comments and status updates. I'll be taking some time off from work soon and my hopes are to reconnect with some dearly missed friends.
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Location:Park Ave,Weehawken,United States
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
whoistheblackspark (nsfw)
Curiosity got the better of me earlier this evening while sifting through one of my regular gayporn torrents sites. I stumbled across The Black Spark and I must say I am rather intrigued and impressed. It's like watching a Gregg Araki movie on Ketamine and Viagra.
Link: http://blackspark.tumblr.com/
Location:Brown St,Union City,United States
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Stop Breaking Your Own Heart: The Art of Self Sabotage
Recently I was reminded once again that sometimes I can not fix everything. Sometimes it is best to let go and step away from yet another inevitable emotional collision.
Two years ago, I ended a relationship which in retrospect began just as inexplicably as it ended. During the final days I recall the particular conversation which led to my decision to end the relationship. "I self-sabotage relationships," he said to me. The next day, I packed up his belongings and advised that perhaps it would be best if we parted ways. From the moment he walked out the door, I blamed myself. Not so much because of the choice I had made, but for the realization that I had perpetuated and subjected myself to a false relationship for months before I decided to end it.
It took me a good year before I had felt healed. It was around that 'year after' mark that I realized I needed to stop breaking my own heart over matters that are beyond my control. I also realized that the act of control should never enter into the realm of a relationship, despite predominant the notion that relationships are essentially battles for supremacy.
Sometimes people involve themselves with partners who may not necessarily compliment them. We fall into this false notion that we have found our other. There is courage in recognizing the real as opposed to the convenient. For when it comes to love, in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
Two years ago, I ended a relationship which in retrospect began just as inexplicably as it ended. During the final days I recall the particular conversation which led to my decision to end the relationship. "I self-sabotage relationships," he said to me. The next day, I packed up his belongings and advised that perhaps it would be best if we parted ways. From the moment he walked out the door, I blamed myself. Not so much because of the choice I had made, but for the realization that I had perpetuated and subjected myself to a false relationship for months before I decided to end it.
It took me a good year before I had felt healed. It was around that 'year after' mark that I realized I needed to stop breaking my own heart over matters that are beyond my control. I also realized that the act of control should never enter into the realm of a relationship, despite predominant the notion that relationships are essentially battles for supremacy.
Sometimes people involve themselves with partners who may not necessarily compliment them. We fall into this false notion that we have found our other. There is courage in recognizing the real as opposed to the convenient. For when it comes to love, in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
7:18pm
Everything happens for a reason, which is sometimes hard for us to understand.
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Location:Broadway,New York,United States
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