Mi-guel... Ra-mo-na... Yo-lan-da... U-na sna-ck cra-cker...

BOA2

Ever since we met we've never been too clear 
All our insecurities turn up in all our fears 
And how we've tried to make our problems disappear 
Never searching hard enough to find only more tears 

hello 1986

{Y&M}{J2B}

I don't know what to make of you telling me you don't deserve this life with me. People don't get what they deserve. They get what they have the sense enough to hang onto for dear life. And if you don't want your happiness, too bad! Because I still want mine, and that means you. 

Raising my flag

The last couple of days have been... E-VENT-FULL*... And through it all, this has been the resonating song.


*the misspelling was intentional. i ain't be dat stoopid.

Sonnet 75 | Nobody Leaves

So are you to my thoughts as food to life,
Or as sweet-season'd showers are to the ground;
And for the peace of you I hold such strife
As 'twixt a miser and his wealth is found;
Now proud as an enjoyer and anon
Doubting the filching age will steal his treasure,
Now counting best to be with you alone,
Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure;
Sometime all full with feasting on your sight
And by and by clean starved for a look;
Possessing or pursuing no delight,
Save what is had or must from you be took.
Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day,
Or gluttoning on all, or all away.

As My World Turns/Like Sands Through The Hourglass

I may have just made a bold move, or yet another impulsive decision.

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Location:89th St,North Bergen,United States

Gate F4/510/7:19/Newark/On Time

The reluctance to return home (to work at Sephora), as I routinely experienced with every previous trip, is no longer there. Instead, I find myself embracing my return home.

This trip was different in so many ways. Eye-opening at best.


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Location:Fort Lauderdale,United States

8*11*10

That's right bitches... Brenda's back!

Brenda meets Jax... Brenda & Jason's wedding... Brenda & Sonny (The Church Shooting)...

2nite...

I drink to live. Fucktard buggery bollocks!

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Location:Wilton Dr,Fort Lauderdale,United States

i'm tumbling

Opened a tumblr. account. I can be found here NB/MAE/SIB. I'm not cancelling my blogger, NB/MAE/SIB will serve as an extension with a focus on audio/visual content.

FML

Yet another sleepless night. My brain is shit. So not in the mood for bullshit. Not even from me! No more!

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Location:Delray Beach,United States

I am very CHOdependent

Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow.

Growing up is never easy. Initially, you try to hold on to the things that were. Then, you wonder what's to come. Finally, you realize it's time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be.

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Location:NE 1st Terrace,Fort Lauderdale,United States

Was Quizno's "inspired" by Cat Head Theatre?

For Every Action Reaction

habit + impulse = me (so far away)

This is my life, it's not what it was before

All these feelings I've shared

And these are my dreams

That I'd never lived before

Somebody shake me

'Cause I, I must be sleepin'

Never one to stray from my impulsive nature - I have changed my upcoming flight plan and will be heading home a tad earlier. The last couple of days have been a bit challenging for me. As I have expressed recently, I have outgrown the length of time I have spent between jobs and have become quite restless. While it has been a delight to not bare burden of employment, the experience is now tiresome. I am anxious to start my new job.

I feel that I may have miscalculated the length of my trip in relation to what awaits me back home. Flying back on a Monday and diving into a new job on a Wednesday is quite simply a poor strategy. There are some pending matters I need to address before starting work, which would be better handled within a more comfortable timeframe - days vs. hours.



I have enjoyed my time down here - I always do - and look forward to my next trip. In the midst of what has become a progressively overwhelming transition - shedding a five year routine, thereby altering a large part of my life for a potentially worthwhile future - I yearn for the habitual comforts and familiarity of home to get me through.

Traveling around sure gets me down and lonely 

Nothing else to do but close my mind

I sure hope the road don't come to own me

There are so many dreams I have yet to find

But you're so far away

Nasty Habit

So I've fallen into my nasty habit, which happens every time I'm on holiday. I find myself at the mercy of a comfy couch, which I have been known to lay upon for hours on end throughout an entire day. The pay off is my present state - wide awake, without any motivational purpose. As a by-product of my inopportune alertness, I blog, skim porn website after porn website, check my back accounts (which don't update until 3:01am), re-play Free On Demand movies (just finished Foxy Brown, now watching My Super Ex-Girlfriend), and check torrents for the latest adult entertainment fare (strictly for anthropological research).

They're All Gonna Laugh At You! Best Worst Musical

Talk about box office poison... Carrie: The Musical closed after 16 previews and 5 performances, despite being sold out every night of its unexpectedly limited run.





At the root of Carrie is an all too familiar tale of adolescent hardships. As a Broadway vehicle, Carrie is an UNCinderella story. Despite obvious reservations about a revival, if handled appropriately, Carrie: The Musical would both resonate with audiences and serve as great entertainment fodder for today's Broadway.

Polish the score  (No, really! Have you read some of those lyrics?), amp up the production (We need more than a single chair, laser beams and revolving mirrors), cast mix of unknowns (Carrie should be played by an ingenue) and established Broadway vets (No Nathan Lane playing Mrs. White!) and you got yourself a revival that could redeem its original attempt.

Link: Understudies! "Carrie": The Worst Musical Ever
YouTube: Carrie the Musical (Stratford)

Is Larry Shifflett Addicted To Meth?

There's a good reason why Larry Shifflett sometimes looks like he could be the next cover girl on Faces of Meth Quarterly. TMZ has it on good authority that if LaShi (pronounced Lash-e') ever called into KTU 103.5, he'd dedicate "You Light Up My Life" to meth. A source tells TMZ that LaShi's "drugs of choice" are meth and and more meth.

The source also claims that in addition to the meth addiction, LaShi will also be treated for bipolar disorder, constipation and restless leg syndrome when he checks into Wilton Manors Recovery Center, or as it is affectionately called Clubhouse II in Fort Lauderdale, FL. Clubhouse II was not on the list of rehab joints recommended by two court appointed psychiatrists. But Judge Marsha might have went with Clubhouse II as the facility LaShi completes her 90 days at, because their specialty is getting bitches off meth and more meth.


A Public Service Announcement on Meth:

140 babble

I found it quite difficult to express my current state of being in the previous post. Thanks to Twitter's character limitations, I found the words...

While I am presently employed, I feel as though I am living an unemployed life.

And now, Tyra...

=SUM(A3,B3)-C3

Me = (New Job + Extended Time Off) - Five Year Routine

I have officially reached the halfway mark of my time off and I am bored restless. I have watched just about every Free On Demand movie and television show available. I have revised this post so many times, there is nary a trace of the original content. I want to work!

The Curious Case of the Glowstick Toilet

Awwww!!! Those were the days... When you tripped balls so hard, you would relinquish all cognitive control to the consumed psychoactive catalyst and conduct the fucking awesome foolishness documented below... 

Okay, so if not in my mouth, then where?!?!

There will come a time when you will have to put things in my mouth (or other orifices). How else will you achieve social acceptance!?!? Answer me THAT you furry blue turds!

Flashback: Kate Bush "Babooshka"

One of several personal favorite Kate Bush tracks.